It has been a while since I have written a serous entry, but I thought it was time for one now.
and i can tell you all, I am god-damned glad I don't have any sake here right now. for if i had, on bottle would have not been enough to sate the thirst I have right now. Not saying I am depressed right now, but I have been feeling better on my days. though as always, I will endure, I shall endure and survive.d
one thing that has always got me going was the knowledge it could be worse, but that takes not away that we all, and so that also mean I, deserve better then where we are in life.
without going into to to much detail (if you want ot know more, you can always send me a message/pm, and I will react on that)
on a better note, my (some what failed) mixed drink and sad songs have given me some new inspiration on new poetry. which I hope you all liked.
so, here I am. writing some dark poetry as like in the old days, hope you like it, and don't worry to much about what i said. in the morning i will have found my strengths again to putt my darkened mood aside.